Sunday, January 4, 2009

Resolutions

So the pictures... yeah it was fun!
But here are my resolutions.

1. Become a rock star.
2. Stop caring about dumb stuff.
3. Do not gossip in a hurtful way.
4. Spend less time on computer.
5. Stay focussed in school.
6. Go to as many concerts as possible.
7. KISS JOHN O'CALLAGHAN (cheek works).
8. Meet as many members of The Maine as possible.
9. Get my full on tramp and back tuck on floor (gymnastics).
10. Be cooler, be more independent.

There might be more, I accidently threw the list I made with Aliyah somewhere. I'll add later if I think of something.
And there are a few I wont post on the internet. WAW WAW.

SO FINE 09

HAHAHA MY NEW YEARS:












Saturday, January 3, 2009

Emo Moment

I am getting really depressed.
I hate being at home SO MUCH.
I feel out of place.
I can't stand my room anymore at all.
That's why I'm stuck down here in the guest room or office or whatever this is. At least it's different from where I usually hang out.
The tv is on even though I can't see it when I'm on the computer. Having the tv on makes it a little less lonely.
My sister is sick and my parent's are mad at each other. I'm anxious.
I feel like I should be out, with my friends or at a party or something. I don't know what happened. I used to love coming home at the end of the day and relaxing, but now I can't stand it! It feels like jail!
I want to be out on tour. I want to rock out every night, crash hotel rooms, and drive around the country in a van full of crap. That way I would never be sitting in this depressing room trying not to listen to all of the chaos going on upstairs.
THIS
IS
HELL

But I did get some new shoes: